Last Day Dreaming - Outro: Restart? Lyrics

I've been thinking about what happen
And I don't know how to feel
It is a bitter feeling that I can not explain
But that it's killing me inside
I know-I know that time had passed
But I feel as if it had happened yesterday
And that's the f*cking thing
I-I'm sorry but I still feel like crap
I try to forget you in many ways
But you-you still there in my mind
And you are not to blame for how I feel
On the contrary
I should thank you for-for
What have-what have you made me be
I changed thanks to you and the life has improved
This is by you and for you
I hope that one day you can hear this
Otherwise, I will see you in the next life
My beloved partner
Goodbye