Thought's Video (MV)

Im paralyzed im petrified of all These things im going through I can't comply
I wanna change but i hit a wall
Im looking for you in these Rhymes it's my last call
Now i feel unmotivated
Happiness is all deflated
Blaming all my sadness on
Everything thats unrelated
Mind is getting all invaded
Pressure builds im irritated
Guilt is catching up to me
For all mistakes that I've been Maken
All the mess that i created
All the time that I've been Wasting
Brain is smart but got me Thinking Trying hard is Overrated
Driving slow but im still racing
Living in a simulation
Speeding down an endless track
Heart is feeling penetrated
All of this has generated
Building up a reckless hatred
Fake a smile all the time
While im feeling devastated
Maybe i just contemplated
Everything i tolarated
In my mind i created
Somewhere i feel separated
Situations complicated
Conversations i evaded
Figured out that all is good
I just need to be elevated
Take my soul and renovate it
Wanna be so dedicated
Where i see myself right now
I am clearly devastated
Im paralyzed im petrified of all These things im going through I can't comply
I wanna change but i hit a wall
Im looking for you in these Rhymes it's my last call So
I take these thoughts and
Write em down
My heart is using all these Words to seek you out Now
My voice is dry
My lyrics torn
I pushed you out but now im Back i need your warmth
So time to pick my head up
Cuz i been feeling fed up
Living in this whole
And im really trying to get up
Gotta do some cleanup
Making myself speed up
Dogging all those evil punches
I been feeling beat up
Happiness will sneak up
First i might not see much
No it wont be easy tho
I gotta try to keep up
One day at a time
Even tho i might just freeze up
Get a helping hand
I know i just gotta speak up
Remembering the time where
I was acting so scared
To sing all of my thoughts
Now i turned it in to my career
Massage to you's so clear
Only gotta break the fear
Talk about your feelings and
Its okay to shed a tear
You are not alone here
You just gotta be aware
Everything is for the best
The one above you really cares
When you feel ur gonna bend
Be determined in ur head
With each challenge
Comprehend
You'll be happy in the end
Im paralyzed im petrified of all These things im going through I can't comply
I wanna change but i hit a wall
Im looking for you in these Rhymes it's my last call So
I take these thoughts and
Write em down
My heart is using all these Words to seek you out Now
My voice is dry
My lyrics torn
I pushed you out but now im Back i need your warmth