Lashon Evans - Summer Walker Lyrics

I used to have anxiety's like Summer Walker
Headed to the lights but my world is getting darker
Hate being on stage but i gotta make it farther, I Said

Never went to parties it was misery for me
Not no mystery, purely I was to shy and conflicted
Never mind I was gifted, never-mind if I give this rapping my all
I'm surely destined to fall, cause I get tempted to stall when a number of eyes looking
My attempts have been crawls, When them party promoters booking
Gotta go calm my nerves, possibly have a drink
Hoping it loose me up, less likely to overthink
It might be the missing link, that's when I met the addiction
Popping pills for the thrills, and I'd never filled a prescription
I'd get reeled by the thought that I'd ever make the admission
Of never feeling sufficient, the fear of never uplifting my self to a better spirit
I'm speaking this hoping that you can hear it
Hoping you understand my anxiety makes me different
Broken cause I was chubby and fashion sense it was missing
Told y'all so many times but I guess y'all a never listen

Summer Walker
I used to have anxiety's like Summer Walker
Headed to the lights but my world is getting darker
Hate being on stage but i gotta make it farther, I Said