Self Loathing Video (MV)

Standing On a ledge, a bottle deep
And Im so close
Just one f*cking leap
To end thoughts in my head
Or carry on

In this world I cannot strive
Suicidal leanings thrive
Im bleeding but am I alive
I cannot hope to survive and thrive

"Find the strength to carry on (Carry on)
Instantly it could be gone (Could be gone)"
I did not ask for misery (Misery)
If you love me set free (Set me free)

I never asked for this
Stuck in a life with no bliss
Sadness consumes my soul
Stuck in this abysmal hole

In this world I cannot strive
Suicidal leanings thrive
Im bleeding but am I alive
I cannot hope to survive and thrive

"Find the strength to carry on (Carry on)
Instantly it could be gone (Could be gone)"
I did not ask for misery (Misery)
If you love me set free (Set me free)

I am the voice inside your mind
The blind leading the blind
There is no light to find
I am the dark inside your mind

Truth be told I set the pace for mistakes I make
And I cant know to set the pace for disease in place of you
And I cant tell to be the voice I hear in my mind
And thy will tie the noose there is no more use for you
Hanging
Have I lost my head
Succumb and now youre dead

Now There's no doubt
That Im bleeding out
Damage done
Time for no one
Last breath I breath
Left without me
Never to be free
In hell there's no relief

"Find the strength to carry on (Carry on)
Instantly it could be gone (Could be gone)"
I did not ask for misery (Misery)
If you love me set free (Set me free)