Lansky Tha Alpha Dog - Grown To Be Lyrics

I try and do right but I'm haunted by my wrongs
Homies dead and gone but I still carry on
So I put one in the air respect to all my G's
As my past has made me the man that I've grown to be
I try and do right but I'm haunted by my wrongs
Homies dead and gone but I still carry on
So I put one in the air respect to all my G's
As my past has made me the man that I've grown to be
People come and go and times always change
But as the years go homie I've stayed the same
But now I'm riding on my solo I be a one man band
The only friend that I have is this bottle in hand
Telling my life's problems to the fluid within
The medicine is calling so I continue giving in
Popping V's and smoking weed damn baby let me breathe
I'm trying to change my ways but the monsters won't let me be
I'm having thoughts of eating a bullet Smith and Wess and I pull it
No more stress I go through it f*ck this life and I do it
Let my flesh feed all the worms down to hell and I burn
Flame me up till I'm ash and throw me out with the trash
Maybe if I blow out my brains or let the meds enter my veins
Maybe if I end it today then I can escape the mundane
Damn I can't stand it but I refuse to f*cking end it
With tears in my eyes nah I can't go through it
I try and do right but I'm haunted by my wrongs
Homies dead and gone but I still carry on
So I put one in the air respect to all my G's
As my past has made me the man that I've grown to be
I try and do right but I'm haunted by my wrongs
Homies dead and gone but I still carry on
So I put one in the air respect to all my G's
As my past has made me the man that I've grown to be
I'm disturbed by my thoughts but I resist with all my might
Downing another pint in the loneliness of night
I need a peace of mind and a release to my stress
Falling to f*cking pieces like I ain't got nothing left
Except living by the code death before dishonor
Same sins of my father trying to raise a couple daughters
Can I be their Sheppard or am I leading them to the slaughter
But I refuse to f*cking lose so for them I'm grinding harder
And I'm trying to be a man I'm proud to be
Cause I be damned ya'll try to make an ass out of me
I've had so many obstacles yeah I've had my setbacks
Don't ya dare call me average cause I refuse to accept that
So I knuckle up and fight and do right by my wife
And I lead by example to give my girls a better life
I just pray that one day they doing better than me
So I wear these laces tight cause I'm chasing the dream
I try and do right but I'm haunted by my wrongs
Homies dead and gone but I still carry on
So I put one in the air respect to all my G's
As my past has made me the man that I've grown to be
I try and do right but I'm haunted by my wrongs
Homies dead and gone but I still carry on
So I put one in the air respect to all my G's
As my past has made me the man that I've grown to be
Praying to the sky so blessed to be alive
Cause I could be the one doing an L to twenty five
Or it could easily be me residing six feet
Respect to the fallen all the victims of the street
Bubba and the homie Throwed a couple angels looking down
Tears in my eyes as I pour another Crown
So I take another pull and pour one out as a toast
The homies gone away see you again I really hope
Damn I wish I had the power to turn back the hands of time
Cause Not a day goes by they ain't been on my mind
But life is moving on and so for them I stay strong
Try to focus on my grind and avoid doing wrong
Lock it down in the lab and get back to my plan
Put my heart into it all and tell them who I am
The Alpha Dog from the O and I always keep it G
Showing love to the people who made the man I've grown to be
I try and do right but I'm haunted by my wrongs
Homies dead and gone but I still carry on
So I put one in the air respect to all my G's
As my past has made me the man that I've grown to be
I try and do right but I'm haunted by my wrongs
Homies dead and gone but I still carry on
So I put one in the air respect to all my G's
As my past has made me the man that I've grown to be