I ain't in the mood dude to be dealing with your bullshit
So miss me with the hate shit that bait shit
And all of that fake shit
Cause this is my life and it's whatever that you make it
I got too many problems so I guess I'll have to face it
Face it face it face it
I got too many problems so I guess I'll have to face it
Face it face it face it
I got too many problems so I guess I'll have to face it
I got a baby on the way trying to stack some cash
So I might run up in your spot with a black ski mask
Or call my old connections and start hustling the streets
With a trunk full of bricks while I'm packing the heat
I might be doing wrong but it is what it is
Cause no matter the struggle I'm gonna handle my biz
I ain't giving ah shit if it's legit or dirty
I got mouths to feed and I'm all about my money
The rent is due and my kids are hungry
I got shit to drop and I pray that it pays me
It's a jungle out here and I'm trying to survive
These motherf*ckers lucky I need this 9 to 5
So I do my best to keep my composure
Rolling so much kush I done smoked myself sober
What would you do if you lived like I do
If you think you can do better we can switch f*cking shoes
I ain't in the mood dude to be dealing with your bullshit
So miss me with the hate shit that bait shit
And all of that fake shit
Cause this is my life and it's whatever that you make it
I got too many problems so I guess I'll have to face it
Face it face it face it
I got too many problems so I guess I'll have to face it
Face it face it face it
I got too many problems so I guess I'll have to face it
I can't sleep again another drunken blunder
My heart feeling cold like ah December winter
I'm all alone as I roll this pinner
What will it take to become a winner
Cause all my life been called a sinner
Prescription pills be my dinner
I destroy my loves and watch it splinter
I can't give it up I'm no quitter
Addiction wins can't stop the craving
I need some help my soul needs saving
I hate my life all the stress I'm facing
Another shot and beer I'm chasing
Anxiety hits can't stop my pacing
Feel ashamed I'm disgracing
My family's name their trust I'm breaking
All their love I can feel it fading
It's not my plan or what I envisioned
Bills are due can't get an extension
I'm broke as hell calls from collections
Apply for jobs tired of rejections
The man in the mirror I hate my reflection
I don't know this man and I have my suspicions
Just throw me out like trash collections
I've lost all hope need to change my direction
I pray and pray but no ones listening
I've lost all trust so keep your distance
Paranoia they're out to get me
Voices in my head what they say so tempting
I need to change I'm begging and pleading
I need a way out so stop this bleeding
I can't do no more so I'm conceding
Going to end it all so this bullet I'm eating
Oh shit oh f*ck oh my God
It was just a dream
I can't believe that was a dream
It felt real