Alone (Me & My Microphone) Video (MV)

Yeah ya know sometimes I be thinking
What if this rapping shit don't work
Man I ain't got anything else
I hate my nine to five
But hey got to support the fam right
But why can't I make a living off my passion
Why can't I do something I love and provide a bright future for my daughters
That's all I want
Is that too much to ask
I wake in pools of sweat my past I can't forget
It haunts me to the core my demons are at war
All this darkness is there light how crazy is my life
I wanna be left alone me and my microphone
I wake in pools of sweat my past I can't forget
It haunts me to the core my demons are at war
All this darkness is there light how crazy is my life
I wanna be left alone me and my microphone
I light another Swisser and drop a couple tears
Just sitting in the lab wishing that Throwed was here
And I'm thinking to myself what if this rapping doesn't happen
It's the only thing I love except for my fam
Too many thoughts in the night and I can't sleep again
I think of our future thinking of my past
These demons in my head all they do is f*cking laugh
It is what it is it's the life that I lead
Surprised I'm still alive all the dirt as ah teen
But I keep smoking and hoping a track will finally blow up
And no more check to check cause Lansky is on the come up
God I need a sign and show me I ain't a f*ck up
I wake in pools of sweat my past I can't forget
It haunts me to the core my demons are at war
All this darkness is there light how crazy is my life
I wanna be left alone me and my microphone
I wake in pools of sweat my past I can't forget
It haunts me to the core my demons are at war
All this darkness is there light how crazy is my life
I wanna be left alone me and my microphone
I got some people in my past that I don't see like I should
It's been way too long I hope they doing good
My best friend is my wife and my daughter is my life
But I can't help them out if mentally I ain't right
So I'm drinking every night it's turned me into habitual
I might need ah church but I've never been spiritual
So the next time you go prey away my sins
And I'll make that lying promise I'll never do it again
What can I say I'm only human I'm made of blood and flesh
So how else am I to deal, with all this bullshit and stress
This music shit has save me released me from the trife
I reach into my soul and I write about me life
I wake in pools of sweat my past I can't forget
It haunts me to the core my demons are at war
All this darkness is there light how crazy is my life
I wanna be left alone me and my microphone
I wake in pools of sweat my past I can't forget
It haunts me to the core my demons are at war
All this darkness is there light how crazy is my life
I wanna be left alone me and my microphone
From the very jump Hip-Hop was a part of me
So the moment I got a mic ain't nothing gonna be stopping me
Hot damn the hate is thick why ain't nobody listening
And the part that really hurts homies ain't supporting me
I ain't got love in my city but I rep her to the fullest
I bang on every track but ain't like you really notice
I ain't doing it for fame I don't need to earn ah trophy
F*ck the recognition I do it cause it heals me
So lock me in my lab and watch me put in work
All my life been told I wasn't shit no more listening to them words
I show my ass and spread it and have you eating every verse
Cause I'm shitting on these motherf*ckers giving them what they deserve
I wake in pools of sweat my past I can't forget
It haunts me to the core my demons are at war
All this darkness is there light how crazy is my life
I wanna be left alone me and my microphone
I wake in pools of sweat my past I can't forget
It haunts me to the core my demons are at war
All this darkness is there light how crazy is my life
I wanna be left alone me and my microphone