Languish - Last Legs Lyrics

I can't remember
Ever being happy
Only ever knowing
Fleeting moments of joy
Plagued with hopeless thoughts
Most days i can hardly get
Out of bed
I never asked to be born

Stuck in a world i don't like
Just want to be left alone
Not deal with what the day may bring

The thought of encountering others
Is more than i can bare
The pressure in my chest
Grows heavier day by day
I can't catch my breath
I can't find relief

I find no real comfort
In the company of others

I can find no peace
In my own head

Depression's got a hold of me it's not letting go
Long as i remember i've been under its control
The noose is primed
To wring my neck
My ultimate fate
Is up to me