Panic Attack Video (MV)

I called a healthcare professional
Wanna speak to someone confidentially
Don't know just how I'm feelin'
But I'm feelin' feelings exponentially

Calm voice started asking questions
Said, "Ma'am I was hoping for advice
I'm feelin' lots of feelings
Not a single one of 'em feels nice"

She said, "Do you ever think about dying"
Said, "No but sometimes I lie"
"Do you wanna live?"
Said, "Yes, but I feel like shit"
On a scale of one to ten do you feel anxious
On a scale of one to ten do you feel scared
Said, "I'm feelin' lots of feelings
Some reason I cut my hair"

Sometimes my skin starts crawling
Sometimes the creature's calling
Sometimes the walls start caving in
Sometimes I feel isolated
Sometimes I feel so small
Sometimes I get irritated
Right now I feel it all

She spoke and I tried to listen
Said, "Son, there may be no cure
But I swear that life's worth living
It's the only thing worth living for"
To my friends in the same position
I wish there was a cure
But I know that life's worth living
It's the only thing worth living for

I called a healthcare professional
Wanna speak to someone confidentially
Don't know just how I'm feelin'
But I'm feelin' feelings exponentially