Guess who's in like the new boy band
Dutch split like Deutschland, Illinois to Japan
Only count my points, don't count appointments
You on insta to flex, that clout is poison
I maintain Lane like a state mainframe
Roll Mary plain Jane, like a freight train rang
It was smoked insane, when policeman came
But it's legal, no upheavals, was a great damn thing
I'm living at my best when I stay outta trouble
Try to make the best example and lay out a hustle
In Manitoba thinking what's the one-way out of Russel
I was losing every scrap I was bound to tussle
So give me cake and cream, keep my coffee black
At this rate I'm an Insomniac
So I lit this J, sip the cognac
And watch me whip into a wraith from a Pontiac, bitch
I just sit and stare where the stars be
I don't take part in the party
When it's dark out don't pass me the car keys
When my hearts out don't scar me
I just sit and stare where the stars be
I don't take part in the party
When it's dark out don't pass me the car keys
When my hearts out don't scar me
I'd be lying if I told you I was okay
But as this pen scribbles I can feel the pain lose weight
These riddles in my head overflowing until I feel faint
Started from the bottom, but wait, still at the same place
No money for them colleges, I'm Picasso with no paint
With bhutane, I spark a new generation you can't tame
Keeping it g, I ain't, after no money or fame
You can't change who you are so express and respect with no shame
These words that I'm spittin' contradicting how I'm living
Tryna be a man of faith even though I'm sinning
Wondering if god is there, does he even listen?
Never had a service, only church I know is chicken
Yeah I know I'm nothing sweet, bitter as a misfit
Should I leave this world? I'm the basis of a slit-wrist
If I let it bleed, heaven's gate is what I'm missing
Looking at my life, never thought it'd be so different god damn
I just sit and stare where the stars be
I don't take part in the party
When it's dark out don't pass me the car keys
When my hearts out don't scar me
I just sit and stare where the stars be
I don't take part in the party
When it's dark out don't pass me the car keys
When my hearts out don't scar me
All these demons telling me I won't make it
But the lord told me so I guess it's fate
The devil in my ear and he still hatin'
He don't wanna let me know that I'm great
All these people surround me man I can't take it
I'm so tired I can't even see the fake
But it's cool, I'ma let you do you
Because I'm blessed for heaven's sake and
I just sit and stare where the stars be
I don't take part in the party
When it's dark out don't pass me the car keys
When my hearts out don't scar me
I just sit and stare where the stars be
I don't take part in the party
When it's dark out don't pass me the car keys
When my hearts out don't motherf*ckin' scar me bitch