Those days they pushed me past everything
To the gates of hell. But they would not be the end of me
A finer focus was needed but I slipped into darkness
Losing every part of my grip on this life and reality
Counting the minutes and seconds to fall asleep
I know that I will live my life with grace
I know that pain will always be in me
But I will not let it beat me
I know those moments will be with me
The darkest days that tried to kill me
But I will not let it beat me
No
It won't beat me
It won't kill me
It won't see me through this
It won't see me through this
The time I wasted, oblivion. The steps that I took to love myself? It took everything from me
I don't own enough to give
I wore the silence like it was made for me. Like a badge of honor. But it was taken from me
Like it was made for me
I know that I will live my life with grace. I know that pain will always be in me. But I will not let it beat me
I know those moments will be with me. The darkest days that tried to kill me. But I will not let it beat me