Lament - DISILLUSION Lyrics

I feel the only thing that I know is love.
Born my default.
Yet the only thing it's given me is pain;
My resolve.
Years a shadow.
Always in the way.
Force a man in a mold, he becomes that shape.

He becomes that shape.
Cast cut and spit into an unknown world.

The years, becoming.
Broken in two.
The man you see now?
Let safety find you.

Let safety find the only place you hide, when it all falls apart.
No one left to save you.
No chance at surviving what comes for you.
All I ever wanted was to love you, and never lose;

The only thing that makes my heart beat.
Now why does it beat at all?
I can't replace what was taken from me.

With the absence of empathy, one will find no love or life with meaning.
Trading your flesh for a strangers gratification, where does it end?
Reality disillusioned.
Give me back;

The only thing that makes my heart beat.
Now why does it beat at all?
I can't replace what was taken from me.

The only thing that made my heart beat?
I have lost it all.
I can't escape.
I have lost it all.