And so I pushed through this smog filled rain
On a trek bike last night
Right up off the train
City lights went dim from the black out
Internet and cable box gone in my back house
(Somebody pull that jack out)
Whiskey on my brain let me release that other side of me
Imma be honest
I'm a monster when it come to that sex drug and violence
I'm comfortable in this chaotic environment
Sirens and wild things
No remorse or regret
I get better when things get worse
See how low I can get
I'm a threat
(C'mon you gotta stick to the plan
You comin up on five years without a drink in your hand)
Yeah and look where it got me
Out of shape and out of my mind
Out of my comfort zone
Out here fighting for nickels and dimes and pennies
(I think you need to relax and take a breath)
It ain't working yet
The committee in my brain man it won't shut up
My brother laid in front of train
Cause life was too tough
They telling me my savior Jesus Christ is enough
I hope so
Cause I just feel like giving it up
The committee in my brain man it won't shut up
My brother laid in front of train
Cause life was too tough
They telling me my savior Jesus Christ is enough
I hope so
Cause I just feel like giving it up