LaDarius "Kepa Ruffin" Davis - Feel So Alone Lyrics

I can feel this pain deep in my heart Yeah
And I don't know which way that i'm gonna go
I don't know I don't know Yeah
I pray that God have mercy on my sins
Got me sinning again for the money the drugs the women the ends
I see my enemies plotting on a fella wanna slay me lay me down in my street
Father rid me
From evil thoughts I have for my brothers
I'm screaming for a change Yeah
All this pain in my heart everyday gunshot wounds to the brain Yeah
I done put to much time on the streets
I done put to much blood on these beats so i'm gonna blow
Afghanistan took me a trip but now i'm back again
Gripping on grain got me hogging the lane with my chain
I'm just releasing this off my dome
Its often that I walk this road I feel alone Yeah
Beating on my chest powered up like Gorillas
We gonna feed the street what they really need
And that's the real clean cut for the people
League of Elite Kings the streets commanded that I speak
I give it from my heart to these beats Reals all that I know Yeah

I pray to God for a change
Lord I gotta change
I'm tired of waking up stressed to the same old thangs
Life will never be the same
Pain running through my veins Lord I feel so alone
God why I feel so a lone
God why I feel so a lone
Why I feel so alone
God why I feel so a lone
God why I feel so a lone
Cant trust nobody
The world so cloudy
I try to take drugs but they don't keep me silent
I'm feeling so violent
F*ck'd up and lonely on my own I just wanna hollar

God why I feel so a lone
God why I feel so a lone
Why I feel so alone
God why I feel so a lone
God why I feel so a lone

All you see is these scars
I done fell down so many times all you see is these scars
These the chances you take when you tryna be a rock star
All I wanted was a few bad bitches and some brand new cars
I done fell down so many times all I

All you see is these scars
All you see is these scars scars
All you see is these scars
All you see is these scars scars
All you see is these scars
All you see is these scars scars
All you see is these scars

I pray to God for a change
Lord I gotta change
I'm tired of waking up stressed to the same old thangs
Life will never be the same
Pain running through my veins Lord I feel so alone
God why I feel so a lone
God why I feel so a lone
Why I feel so alone
God why I feel so a lone
God why I feel so a lone
Cant trust nobody
The world so cloudy
I try to take drugs but they don't keep me silent
I'm feeling so violent
F*ck'd up and lonely on my own I just wanna hollar