LA New Kid - Don't Stay Lyrics

Feelin' f*ckin' nervous
Nauseous, anxious, depressed and f*ckin' nervous
Layin' in my room, debatin' on self expiration
Tryna keep this shit movin', but I can not find a reason
No purpose, feelin' like the walls are cavin' f*ckin' in
I got health problems, no money
Fightin' to keep this shit breathin'
These problems are just worsenin'
Tossin' in my anxiety, depressed on me and I am reachin'
For that medication while the tables turn on me
Looked into the eyes of death and I told him to f*ckin' wait on me
I'm just so sick of this, and I am wishing I could climb outta the wreckage
But I am burnin', reachin' for a hand, prayed to god, but he ain't f*ckin' returned back
Feel like I am far too gone to turn back
Scared to sleep, in fear I won't come back
Everyday is a f*ckin' struggle, miserable, always f*ckin' stumble
Voice in my head, begging me not to stay
Begging me not to stay
Begging me not to stay
Wish you could look me in my face
In this mother f*ckin' pain
I know I just hit erase
I won't come back
I won't be saved
I won't come back
I won't be saved