LA New Kid - Afraid Lyrics

You look me in my face
I look away standing in place
I feel afraid maybe that's why I'm alone to this day
I can't stay that's all I always say but hey
We both know I ain't worth it I ain't worth shit
I've been through the worst shit
This life that I'm cursed in
I feel the walls closed in alone in my pain
Alone with no trace if I died today
No one would know no one would show
No one would say hey where he's gone
You know me I ain't the one to chase
You had your chance you put the knife in my back
You said you wouldn't leave but you left
Threw away what you kept
I keep standing here screaming f*ck you till the day I'm dead
Could give a f*ck what they say
I can't be saved my soul you did flay
Thoughts are flowing I'm stuck no motion
All this commotion fleeting my moments
Just wanna blow shit
Drowning emotions cost my life in this
Life in cautions
And every f*cking day that I wake up in my bed
I feel afraid towards all of the shit that's up in my head
I see the darkness creeping in with shadows crawling ahead
I put my hands over my face and I just wanna forget
But every time I find some peace another problem descends
And I can't comprehend the pain that I feel right in my soul
I pray that god and I will make some kind of f*ckin amend
Driving one sixty-five blindfold don't wanna witness my fate