Yo i had the one but I lost her
Trying to forget but the past hits
Me every time tryna mask it
I just get the money i don't ask em
I be drinking to forget raise Your glasses
Bad bitches in the building shake their asses
Get it on i forget till i wake up
And the girl in my bed that you love
(Yeah yeah yeah)
You know that I gave you love
In my own way
It was not enough and now this old pain
It wont go away
I'm so faded
I'm okay
That's what i tell the homies
But inside am so lonely
Yo my heart is healing
It be healing slowly
I said I'm sorry
Too many Times
And i broke your heart
Too many Times
So when i say it now
You just respond coldly
You are the baddest ever you deserve a trophy
You deserve the crown
It took a lot of work
A lot of word of mouth
But now I get the paper
On my Jack the Ripper
I kill it baby
My heart is drowning and
I'm in a crowded room
But I feel alone its true
By baby you're the truth
What's life without the truth
I miss you more and more
I'm falling on my sword
The pain wont go away
(Go away)
And baby you're the source
I try to push on babe
It just gets worse and worse
This shit gets on my nerves
I'm brushing all the dirt
Off my shoulders love
I flex to show them love
They give It back
It's not enough
I'm quick to snap
I drink to feel
I need to feel
Anything
Cuz I'm so numb
I go stupid I go dumb
Pour It up then drink it down
I get tipsy I get drunk
For the burbs for the slums
For all my people in a slump
Broken hearted
Feel like Scum
Wish that i could take the clock and jump
Back into the past
Treat you better