Lil Trip - F*ck the world Lyrics

I'm on my way to hell at the age of fifteen
I'm tryin' to wake up cuz I think it's a dream
But it's not, picture me sittin' on top
Wit' two glocks to terrorize your whole muthaf*ckin' block
Screamin' f*ck the world, as I load in my clip
Bust five in the air to let you know I don't give a shit
I wuz tryin' to send 'em up to God to let him know I'm ready
My only purpose on this Earth to kill and make fetti
But I'm broke as f*ck, so I go steal some cigarettes
One day they might kill me, but homicide's the bigga threat
What about suicide, should I take my own life?
Shoot it off in tha head or slit my throat with a knife
Is there a reason for me to try and stay alive?
I might die tonight, sorry I couldn't say goodbye
But to who? I don't have any friends and I'm feelin' lonely
Previous friends don't even take the time to phone me
So I take my time, I'm tryin' to kill my mind
Listen to this shit, cuz it could be my last rhyme
Snortin' coke wuz a way to get away but it hurt
I missed a year of my life and lost my brain in tha dirt
I stopped cuz I'm tryin' to be optimistic
But I can't cuz my life is so deranged and twisted

[Chorus-2x]
F*ck the world, that's all I gotta say
F*ck the world, when I wake up everyday
F*ck the world, cuz life is hard to play
F*ck the world, till God takes me away

I'm losing my mind with every breath that I take
I been cursed since birth, it must've been a mistake
Am I lost in the madness or lost in my heart?
Everything I've ever known is falling apart
Nobody loves me anyways, so I say f*ck it all
I live my life with no rules because I'm an outlaw
the law can't take me, I ain't goin' back to jail
They gonna have to kill me and send me to hell
It seems to me that dyin' young may be my destiny
I can't let these weak muthaf*ckaz get the best of me
I'm runnin' 'round strapped wit' my muthaf*ckin' four-five
About to pull some shit like them boys from Columbine
Don't take it as a threat cuz I ain't planned it yet
But it might just happen when I'm high off this cess
Is it wrong? I don't see it, somebody please help me
I'm smokin' weed and drinkin', I don't think that it's healty
Put the pistol to my head, end all the pain
Shoot myself five times straight into the brain
Visions of my throat slit lyin' in a puddle of blood
I got no love, I live my life as a thug
I'm sittin' around drownin' in my muthaf*ckin' sorrow
I live my life day-by-day, so f*ck tomorrow

[Chorus-2x]

This life is like a chessgame one bad move you die
All this drama in my life, I feel like I could cry
But it comes as a horendous scream, afraid of my f*cking dreams
They feel so real from what it really seems
I think I have friends but they don't really know me
When I die in the end, I know that I die lonely
F*ck it cuz I'm born by myself, die by myself
Closin' this chapter put the book back on the muthaf*ckin' shelf
I don't even exist cuz I already died
I wuz never ever born it wuz all just a lie
I woke up in a dream of horror and bloodshed
But this is my life, I only think that I'm dead
I'm already in hell because hell is the Earth
If the Earth is hell, then hell wuz my birth

[Chorus-2x]

F*ck the world [Repeat-8x