Life Long Tragedy - Coldfront Lyrics

During the lowest points of our lives
We think of how things would be different
If we tried
But right now I just need to see my friends
Honestly, i'm f*cking dead without them
And again my heart has dropped to my feet
(My heart's dropped to my feet,
It's dropped to my feet)
When I realized that I'm not what people
Think I should be
(I'm not what you think I am,
I'll never be what you want me to be)
And again I can hardly f*cking breathe
(I can't f*cking breathe,
Can't you f*cking see?)
I've only got myself to blame
For this defeat

I can't compete
With defeat

"Tomorrow will be different"
(I can't compete)
"From now on I'll take those risks"
(I can't compete)
I say it over in my head
(I can't compete)
With a heart full of hope
And two clenched fists

This time
I'll try not
To f*ck it up

But who am I kidding?
I've always lived this way
The air is getting colder
And this town isn't helping
It is such a f*cking waste
When another day's
Another problem faced

Right now
I've got a song in my head
Right now
I've got a pen in my hand
Right now
I'm going to let it all out
And still they won't understand
I don't give a f*ck
What anyone thinks
And I'm not sorry