Hey put something on
It's too quiet and I need to ease my troubled mind
Come on please
Make it noisy make it loud
Speak to me and
Tear at my heart strings
Just want to
Wrap myself
In a blanket of your love
And your pain
No not that one
With the memories
Burned into my brain
Want to scream
Can only see the past
Where am I and
What does it all mean
Stolen my
Favorite songs
And I want them back
Entwined in my mind
Betwixt my thoughts
Deeper still until the core of it is wrought
It pounds my head
With thoughts that I don't want to
Live again
Just want the intended feelings
As I breathe in that smoky sound
It clouds my eyes just like a malformed metaphor
And I wish that I could not be
The one staring back through the haze
Embarrassing
Mortifying
Tremendously lame
And I guess that's how it goes