Cortisol Video (MV)

Honor roll flow
Gotta follow the code
The Boblo Boat was bout to tip when I was sailing ashore
Not being sure if my assurance was gonna cover an accident
Suicidal thoughts what I'm asking em
I hate the way I'm living but I love what I was given
What God made me out to be
(An) Examples for the generation after me
To be
He made the picture
I'm just painting in the lines
So understand, when you hear this cry
Do not be surprised
Do not feel alone
I'm the strongest friend behind your back bone
Grown in the sense - ain't coming back home
I have journeyed out the way to find myself
A shoulder for some others...
But really never found myself a cover for my comfort
Where I come from is to not go put yourself before the others
That's why everybody see me as they brother
And I'm calling up their mothers for approval
I'm not the seed, but I try to be
Seen like a prayer
Call it the prophecy
Or call it what you want, just don't treat me like a saint
I'm just a being telling other human beings keep the faith
I give my word with the last breath taken
My arms shaken
Heart breaking
Barely making it seen, but I'm complacent
In a place where my position has many levels to learn
The feeling of a bible quote has given you when concerned
About the future
Your dilemma was burned and put in an urn
So when it's my turn, I'm tuning them out
'Til I return
To my rightful place
The heart of it all - the great escape
I made a way, and paved a lane
For others to have a say
So who's to say that you was trippen
When they do not know your feeling
What I feel - is the cortisol filling up in my system, nigga

Some of my better days are to come...
When you don't have to hide
Some of the better times are in disguise...
When you don't have to hide

Some of my better days are nearly grey
And transparent
About to fade away the bass; I hear the song playing
In the background, it's crowds of scholars
Who need a scholarship
Graduate the streets
It's one of the best accomplishments
I finally learn to read the truth
It's in between the lines
Where niggas goof, it's proof you lose
If you do not manage time
I spent 57 months loving, tryna get it right
But who's to say that chances do not get slim
When in the light
And rust away, like fade-aways that I'm shooting now at the buzzer
Only if I had a little while longer
I'll go harder in the paint like Waka Flocka
And get a grip on our love like lobster shells
When raising hell
It's burning so now enough
If I don't express my feelings
I'm pressing against my luck
Them love languages were telling me something
I should've listen too
Wassup with you and me
Being honest, I have been missing you
I know there's been a feeling of hate
But I'm not Mr. Scrooge
I'd rather lose all the family, then know I'm losing you
My pride was put aside the minute I was confusing you...
Yeah, we both got problems that we are tending too
Pretending that we don't need each other
But how that sound to you
Looking stupid and feeling foolish
Lying to ourselves - blood racing
But all we need is the coolant
Just to get it right
Lets talk about insecurities
Unlocked
The heart was broken but healing with the sincerity