KXALA - GOODBYE Lyrics

I'm eighteen
But feeling old and gray
Oh what I'd do
To spend another day with you
If I make a wish to see you
Will it come true?
Is it too late?
To say I love you
I don't know
What happened to us
No where to go, and, no one to trust
I'll stand beside you 'till I turn to dust
I watched you float away, evaporate
Took off in the wind
To a better place
But I keep suffering so I force a smile on my face
I wish you were here, in my darkest times
I'm not ready to say goodbye
You break me down
And I pick up the pieces
Us against the world
How did I believe it
All the words of affection, were they just lies?
I'm not ready to say goodbye