3:32AM (Prod. Kwak Z) Video (MV)

3:32 still waiting this call
I don't even remember the last time I texted you I can't recall
Henny on my right shit I know you hated me drinking
But i guess that's the only way I can feel you yelling got me thinking f*ck
Life is crazy right ma
Got this lil deal wit NBC I'm gettin there ma
I wanted to surprise you how much I've grown as a man
Not doin any type of bullshit that used to make you mad
Don't worry I know I will feed all my fam
Cuz you the first one who told me I could really do something
You the first one who told me I'll be the shit when I thought I was nothing
Huh why did I disregard your loving
I woke up this morning feelin somethin was comin
Feelin weird my heart was pumping kept act like shit was nothin
12:57 phone bangin finally got the text from my mom sayin
10 mins ago you're grandma finally left to heaven
F*ck
Ma to be honest I don't know what to feel
Matter of a fact it's weird I don't feel shit to keep it real
I'm just really lost I don't know what to do
Is it the pill that I popped earlier numbin the pain still
I really don't know really don't know I f*ckin don't know man
The fact that i'm still writin this music makes me want to go stupid & kill whoever the muthaf*ckas outside right now damn
Cuz this bullshit ass music is the only reason why I couldn't be next to you nor see you
Lord is this really your plan
F*ck now I'm seein all these pics my mom sent me of you just layin down lookin helpless
It's funny cuz you still look beautiful than any
Woman in the world sure those angles gon be jealous
I'm so sorry that I cried like a bitch earlier when I called you for the last time
I just couldn't hold it cuz I knew that would be the last time
For some reason wish I could of said somethin better instead of just sayin those meaningless words like I'm doin fine
Sorry and I love you
How selfish am I to say those words even tho I ain't called you for like 3 years
Remember how I used to tell you Imma be the biggest star ever and pay u back all the love you gave
Me but now you disappeared
So this money don't mean shit to me man
Sorry for not being the man of the word that I always told you that i am
I'm so sorry that all I did was f*ckin shit up and causin troubles and torturin the fam
I 'm so sorry but Lord you won't understand
You really don't understand
Lord if u can I mean if you're really there can u please give me a chance to feel her hand that warmth for the last time I beg you
I can't even cry no more the sky's cryin for me
I can't stay sober I'm a sinner that left you lonely
I'm f*cked up rn I want you back f*ck this glory
And if you're back I will take your pain away so you can see my rest of my journey
I'm a f*ckin pussy and phony
How can I even call myself a man if I can't be there to help or protect my ppl I'm sorry
I'm so sorry that all I can say is sorry
Now my memories are gettin blurry
I just don't get why does it have to be now when I'm not with you
Lord she said her only wish was to see my daughter till she sees you
Why now answer me lord
I know you hear me so f*ck just answer me lord
Answer me answer me answer me
I know you're there so just answer me
Answer me answer me f*ck
I know you're there stop playin wit me f*ck just answer me
I know you're hearin all this so just answer me