What does it mean to be lost
I have family I go
In me and outside of me
Ancestral
Like a West Pacific Beach Palm Energy
Enlarged
Where do we call
I feel free on this coast like
The heaviness that fills the East air has lifted off of me
Doesn't make sense
Lost in LA
Cuz I knew I couldn't lose myself in a world that defines me
I could lost my connection tho
Physically
I don't know where anything is
These names are like numbers and
Currently, I can't count
I heard them before but their roots are unfamiliar to me
Their roots aren't etched into my immediate history
Or the history of my Ancestors
And that's what it means
To be Lost