Tryna keep it pushing but it feels like I got stopped
Making room for growth, no matter what my path is blocked
Know I gotta let go though I'm thinking that I flopped
I'm not one to go project, I put it in a song
Shit be living in my head a lot is going through my mind
Always feeling so defeated though I know I'm wasting time
Cause I'm dwelling nonstop, it's preventing me to climb
Know I let it in my head so I ain't get no dime
Back then, I was a loner stuck inside the house, I never went out
Then in high school acting weird, they viewed me as a clown
I just let it run into my aura, had a lot of doubts
Though retaining all these thoughts been causing all of my fallouts
I was stuck inside the past, now I'm regaining my clarity
I left my family crib to give myself relief
I felt like I was holding back I'm losing all my sanity
The music shit's my saving grace, it gave me all my vanity
Tryna keep it pushing but it feels like I got stopped
Making room for growth, no matter what my path is blocked
Know I gotta let go though I'm thinking that I flopped
I'm not one to go project, I put it in a song
Shit be living in my head a lot is going through my mind
Always feeling so defeated though I know I'm wasting time
Cause I'm dwelling nonstop, it's preventing me to climb
Know I let it in my head so I ain't get no dime
I'm independent got no label, no one breathing down my neck
I be outside everyday without something for me to stress
Caught up with a lot, now I'm cleaning all my mess
Of the shit that's in my mental, yea I made a lot progress
I was so lost, in a dark place I felt so low
Though it's all my fault, so now I gotta grow
I was silent way too long, now I gotta go and step up
I don't want yap but rather have something to go show
Tryna keep it pushing but it feels like I got stopped
Making room for growth, no matter what my path is blocked
Know I gotta let go though I'm thinking that I flopped
I'm not one to go project, I put it in a song
Shit be living in my head a lot is going through my mind
Always feeling so defeated though I know I'm wasting time
Cause I'm dwelling nonstop, it's preventing me to climb
Know I let it in my head so I ain't get no dime