I sit in my room and I scroll on my phone
I flip through my music when I feel alone
I quit with the whining when I'm in my zone
I'm pissed when I'm writing cause I can not cope
What
I can not cope
What
Hands shaking yeah i'm bout to blow
Hands shaking yeah i'm bout to blow
The roof off this house
What are you scared of me now
In the beginning yeah no one was looking and all of a sudden they loving me now
They holding me down
They're holding me back
I'm taking the crown
I'm taking the plaque
This is my style
Wearing all black
This is my life
All of the bad
Memories building a legacy
All of my problems are starting to get to me
Digging deep
Until I regurgitate all of my energy
Enemies
Something im not letting get to me
Spit it with ease
I'm feeling the things
Ready to free the defeat
Killing a beat
Going to be
Letting it free
Keep it discreet
Yeah see what I need
Slow it down just to destress
In my mind I'm depressed
Don't know what I'm doing with my life I had my feet swept
Fallen to the ground and then I'm feeling like a free mess
Roaming round until I finally pick up all the pieces
I
Feel like I might die
Stuck inside my mind
Want to hit rewind
I
Tried to come back
Forced to feel that
Mourn and feel sad
Floor the damn gas
Steal the break pad
Feel the brakes smash
Swerve and then crash
Fueles a relapse
From the car dash
Cut from the glass
Wheres my shoes at
In the tall grass
See the reflect
Stuck on reset
Seats were defect
When the car wrecked
And I feel like that my life is going crazy
And honestly I've been stuck inside my room contemplating
Letting my feelings take control of the wheel that's why I am craving
A little bit of control of my life but I dont think that I'll take it
And if I do
Maybe that would be the end of you
I don't think they understand
I don't think they really get it
I was talking to myself
I was telling me to finish
Killing off all of my demons
And sometimes I feel like I'm sleeping
I'm waking up and then I realize that I'm just dreaming
I
Feel like I might die
Stuck inside my mind
Want to hit rewind
I