happy song Video (MV)

Lately I've been waking up and feeling like I'm stuck
Before I even started I would tell myself I'm done
Everybody's watching and I'm scared to let them down
I'm living for what people think, I'm barely off the ground
I thought that when I fell in love that I would be alright
Thought that when I had some songs that's doing well I might
Finally just feel good enough to lay my head at night
And I feel like I have purpose so why am I still searching?

I know that I should feel it but I don't
And I know I should hear it but I won't
I've been diving in all the way
But I never learn from my mistakes

I wanna be happy
I wanna feel happy
Cause I know it's hard
Why can't I just move on?
I wanna be happy
I wanna feel happy
Cause I know it's hard
Why can't I just move on?

Oh God I think I missed my mark
Spent 6 hours in my car
Wishing everything was leading to the start of the end
Is it too late for me to be someone? I don't wanna be just anyone

I'm so lonely
No one really knows me
Begging for a meaning just to come around and show me
Who I really am cause who I see is not enough
In this life, it ain't right

I just wanna be okay but I can't
I'm lying awake till sunrise
Cause i'm still looking for a peace that I won't find
With my eyes only looking ahead

I know that I should feel it but I don't
And I know I should hear it but I won't
I've been diving in all the way
But I never learn from my mistakes

I wanna be happy
I wanna feel happy
Cause I know it's hard
Why can't I just move on?
I wanna be happy
I wanna feel happy
Cause I know it's hard
Why can't I just move on?