Bind My Wrists Video (MV)

I'm shackled to my skull
I'm prisoned to perception
No bars around my teeth
You'd think I'd learn the lesson
They tell me I'm on upward
But don't like my progression
So I dissipate and drive away
Maybe need some regression
Please break my fingers
Oh, please break my ankles
I'm rushing to, running to, grabbing destroy
Please bind my mouth
Oh, please bind my wrists
Please keep me from using my life as a toy
God, can you forgive me
All the damage that I've caused
Get the needle, get the thread
Just start sewing up my jaw
I'm woven in my wrongs
Can't run from my regrets
Unwanted isolation
The only place that I have left
I'm serving out my sentence
I think it's for the best
I've only wounded when I've spoken
So I won't waste my breath
Please break my fingers
Oh, please break my ankles
I'm rushing to, running to, grabbing destroy
Please bind my mouth
Oh, please bind my wrists
Please keep me from using my life as a toy
Please turn back time
Oh, please let me erase
Me rushing to, running to, grabbing destroy
Please let me suffer
Oh, please fuel the pain
Please don't try, too late now, I've broken the toy
I'm tripping over bodies
Headstones, landmines, left and right
I told you that I wouldn't
But, I'm terrified I might
Epoxy seal my lips
And build concrete around my hands
I can't secure the safety locks
Please strap into the stands
Epoxy seal my lips
And build concrete around my hands
I can't control the outcome
I've become who I can't stand
My presence is a riptide
Tearing through a gentle stream
I tried to fix my fabric
But I can't sew shut the seams
Impact over intention
It doesn't matter what I mean
I saved them from the ocean
But I can't save it from me
I burned through all the bridges
So I'd have none left to cross
I ignored all their guidance
And yet wonder why I'm lost
Any voice of reason
Was muted by my haunted thoughts
I didn't value all I had
And now I'm paying the cost
Please know that I'm sorry
Every foul word that I've said
And that I never listened
I was trapped inside my head