Lost in my memories
I can feel the energy shift in my soul
Grow cold in the dead of night
Sitting by a candlelight, Idle handed panning right
All hell break loose, all in my head
Goddamit I miss him and no other way to put it
The wisdom about things in life, what I should or shouldn't shouldn't
He told me that I couldn't give me the courage if I couldn't
And the motivation and the drive if he thought I wouldn't
I think I'm losing my mind, Feels like I've lost control
It's just a bunch of chaos in my head, I won't forget you know
I'm trying to find my way home, I never sell my soul
His spirit whispers in the dark and now I got to let him go
There's a whisper, hanging inside this shadow of mine
I got to let him go
Lately, I've been hurting inside, letting it rise
And I just want to let you know
All this chaos in my mind
Forces blood out from my eyes
Lack of sleep, I'm losing mind
All these visions replay a thousand times
A thousand times, a thousand times, a thousand times
These visions play a thousand times in my head
As I lay in bed and go crazy, having dreams of my baby
Ask the lord if he hates me and if this a bad dream
I pray that he wakes me
Goddamit I wish he would've made a man, I hate that
Never got a chance, how the f*ck I'm suppose to shake that
Take that to the heart, instead he trying to break that
Not every picture gonna be pretty, now how am I supposed to paint that
I think I'm losing my mind, I think I've lost control
It's just a bunch of chaos in my head, I won't forget you know
I'm trying to find my way home, I never sell my soul
His spirit whispers in the dark and now I got to let him go
Lately, I've been hurting inside, as they rise
I got to let him go
All this chaos in my mind
Forces blood out from my eyes, I got to let him go
Lack of sleep, I'm losing mind
All these visions replay a thousand times
Nearing dawn, I see you shining and I
Reach out arms, that are worn and heavy
Will this blood moon ever set or am I fated
Illuminating fears in my insides, They rise
All this chaos in my mind
Forces blood out from my eyes,
Lack of sleep, I'm losing mind
All these visions replay a thousand times
All this chaos in my mind, all this chaos in my mind
Forces blood out from my eyes, forces blood out from my eyes
Lack of sleep, I'm losing mind, lack of sleep I'm losing my mind
All these visions replay a thousand times
His spirit whispers in the dark and now I got to let him go
I've got to let him go, but I had to let him know