Kristian Veech - Confessions Lyrics

This is all on me
The pressure and sole responsibility
I'm taking the fall
For insecurities
I'm taking the fall
Cause I run away in fear
Then jump into pools of the driest tears
Hit the bottom so rough
I've pushed away what's near
It's all my fault

Oh I take I take I take the blame
Cause I've made I've made I've made mistakes
But I break and I break and I break right down
Like the promises, like the promises
In my mind in mind wish for another life
And I lie and I lie say everything things just fine
But I break and and I break and I break right down
Like the promises, like promises I burnt down
And in the ashes I find
These are confessions are mine

I hide out desperately
Wishing problems resolve eventually
But I can't deny I play them endlessly
In the back of my mind
And I breathing validation like it's oxygen
Cause I'm always just a failure of I never win
But I suffocate on those words
To lose again

Oh I take I take I take the blame
Cause I've made I've made I've made mistakes
But I break and I break and I break right down
Like the promises, like the promises
In my mind in mind wish for another life
And I lie and I lie say everything things just fine
But I break and and I break and I break right down
Like the promises, like promises I burnt down
And in the ashes I find
These are confessions of mine

Just a victim to deception of internal cause
Shackled down to every memory thought I lost
But there's no one else to blame
No one to pay the cost
Just a fool and his broken thoughts

Oh I take I take I take the blame
Cause I've made I've made I've made mistakes
But I break and I break and I break right down
Like the promises, like the promises
In my mind in mind wish for another life
And I lie and I lie say everything things just fine
But I break and and I break and I break right down
Like the promises, like promises I burnt down
And in the ashes I find
These are confessions of mine