I really wonder what truly helps
Is it the water or is it the meds?
Is it a bottle or is it a lead?
Does it even matter if I need help?
Would it be better if I forget
Or is it better if I am dead?
Would you even bother with what I said
Or is it another chapter inside my head?
My mind's goin' crazy
But I'm lookin' hella calm
When they ask me how I'm doin'
I just say I'm hella fine
No I ain't lyin'
Point my head with a gun
I'll just listen to some music
And pass with the time
Yes I'm crazy
No I ain't stupid
My vision's all hazy
But I think I can do this
You lyin' like Judas
When you say you'll get me through this
So when you come see me next time
I'll say, "who dis?"
Tiap hari aku pakai hoodie
Macam nak mencuri
Kamu lagak macam sufi
Tapi mau jadi juri
Aku pergi sana sini
Kamu jadi paparazzi
Perangai kamu macam babi
Ada hati nak menilik
Pergi Stabak minta kopi green tea
Tanak beshe beshe, nak venti
Baru nak post dekat IG story
Tengok nama salah eja
"Alamak, cane ni?"
Basic bitch!
Go ahead, take a look in the mirror
If you can't perceive it
Go a bit nearer
Wipe it with ya face
And see if it's clearer
Use your f*ckin head, bitch
You look like a gorilla
Next time
Please don't come at me
The worse that I can do
Is the best you can be
Jangan kacau aku
Sila pergi mati
Tak perlu letak nama
Kau tau sendiri
My mind's goin' crazy
But I'm lookin' hella calm
When they ask me how I'm doin'
I just say I'm hella fine
No I ain't lyin'
Point my head with a gun
I'll just listen to some music
And pass with the time
Aku orang Medan
Orang bilang aku gila
Not a typical boy
Dari indonesia
Orang kira mulutku itu berbisa
Let's not talk shit
Mari kita bersila
Kalau kau marah
Jangan simpan di hati
Keluarkanlah
Sini ku kasi empati
Kau orangnya memang kurang disayangi
Janganlah sedih
Kau cowo, masa kek gini?
Yes I'm in a series of f*cking up
But why do I find bliss in running around?
I want the answer
But I just can't come around
I do feel the anger
Feel the pain deep down
I'm not stupid
In fact I am
Caught my own bullshit
And say goddamn
Losin' my shit like a drunken man
But don't give a f*ck still
'Cause I can
My mind's goin' crazy
But I'm lookin' hella calm
When they ask me how I'm doin'
I just say I'm hella fine
No I ain't lyin'
Point my head with a gun
I'll just listen to some music
And pass with the time
Pass with the time
Pass
Pass with the time
My mind's goin' crazy
But I'm lookin' hella calm