I been left on the road, I been left in the cold
I been hurt so much, that my hearts turned cold, and I cant let go
Its like the older I get... the harder the mould
And it seems the stonger the shoulders get... the world seems way to heavy to hold
I guess thats the way life goes
Guess thats the way Ive grown
Maybe Im stuck in my ways
Im pretty sure thats all I know
Ive lost everyone that was close to me
No matter how hard I hold
My twin was taken away from me when I was born
Thats half my soul
How the f*ck am I meant to grow
With half a rose
Why the f*ck should I live like this
If it aint the kinda life I chose
Why should I put on a smile
For my instagram everytime I pose
Why should I lie to my followers
If they dont really know my woes
And they dont really know my life
And they dont really know my type
You can judge me bro
But let me say whats on my mind
And how I feel inside
Try disect my life at times
You can think this is one big lie
So when im upset I kinda lie like
Leaving, Leaving me out in the cold
Believe what you want just to leave and
I cant believe what you've done
Leaving, Leaving me out in the cold
Believe what you want just to leave and
I cant believe what you've done
Ive been feeling a certain way lately
I need to escape
Ive made mistakes that Ive tried to face
And failed, derailed, and was nearly jailed
Ive tried to shut my feelings down
Underground, ive gone through thousands
Getting back on my feet
Why do you expect so much from me
Its such a shame to see
No matter what happens their blaming me
Its such a dangerous game tryna be famous
Take it from me
Ive blatantly seen people lose their lives
And tried to fight, with the pain their in
They've tried to change their skin
Its makes me sick, this still exsists
Mental health is such a risk
You feel alone you split your wrist
Clench your fist, you see the mist
Im not one to preach but you get the jist
Some people would take the piss
Coz they dont really know the pain you're in
Ive learnt from mistakes I did
I couldnt give a f*ck what status is
See I been through that
Ive been through hell, but I come right back
Put my feelings upon my tracks
And now Im starting feel to some thanks
I said I been through that
I been through hell and I come right back
Put my feelings upon my tracks
And now im thankful for all my fans Like
Leaving, Leaving me out in the cold
Believe what you want just to leave and
I cant believe what you've done
Leaving, Leaving me out in the cold
Believe what you want just to leave and
I cant believe what you've done
Look Come on
Leaving, Leaving me out in the cold
Believe what you want just to leave and
I cant believe what you've done
Leaving, Leaving me out in the cold
Believe what you want just to leave and
I cant believe what you've done