Kovenant - This Is Kovenant Lyrics

This is me, this is all that you get
I'm a man full of imperfection and flaws
But I'm also the kind of man that will never forget
That everything that happens in this world, as crazy as it may seems
Gods got a plan for it all
You see at the age of four my parents separated and it left me devastated
Left with a mom who is addicted to drugs and
She's debating on if life would be better being decapitated
I mean pill after pill, man after man, drink after drink
Thinking that I was the reason for it all
I mean what else was a little kid supposed to think
Me and Ryian left in the whip while she's outside of it dealing her prescriptions
In hopes that she could pocket a little change
So that later that night she could get lifted and twisted
I was brainwashed into thinking my dad left for another family
He ain't want me, she ain't want me
It seems like nobody will ever understand me
So I started looking for acceptance in everything that I could
And by doing that I became incapable of saying
No to the things that I know I should
But no matter what it was that I put my hope in
It left me broken and desperate
Like no matter how much drive I thought that
I had at the time, it seemed like I always wrecked it
And now I'm just standing here asking myself What's next
I put my hope into everything that
I could and I gave it my best
The people that I thought would stay in my life
Seemed like they always left
And now I'm just wondering, do I give up?
Do I stop trying and give away my last breath
But then someone stepped in and showed me grace
He showed me mercy for my sins and led my by faith
Told me I was redeemed by the blood of Jesus Christ
How He was crucified, died, resurrected just so that I could have life
And to know that He took my place on that cross while I was still sinning
Set forth in motion what y'all see today and this is only the beginning
This is Kovenant