Kovatsi - In Between (feat. Arben Ferizi) Lyrics

Alright
In between me and I
We gonn' be alright

We gonn be alright yea
And if I lose my mind yea
It'll be worth it, know that I'll surface
From the fight

I was labeled a hazard
Lost in these questions far from the answers
In lust with the evil I conquered
Shattered the hearts that I captured
Was Selfish and wicked behind all my actions
In love with the madness was driven by anger
Abandoned my ethics and manners
In fact I was close to portraying a menace
Delaying my growth heading straight to the furnace
Betraying my soul, and repaying the damage
I was forced to endure, got obsessed with revenging.
I was making amendments
Was meant to be buried instead I Resurfaced
Escaped from the shadows
Ain't never gonn' backdown
Ashamed of my background
I guess I lived (devil) backwards
Was stuck on the sidelines
And dreaming of forests
Focus with cautious was baptized in
Poison the more that I notice the more I ignore it of course
I am sure I was born to destroy, got thorns in my soul that I grew in the soil
And all these emotions are making me nauseous, got drunk of the thoughts that I'm voicing
A toast for the chosen, let's drink on my purpose, perfectly sing while I'm closing the curtain

Alright
In between me and I
We gonn' be alright

We gonn be alright yea
And if I lose my mind yea
It'll be worth it, know that I'll surface from the fight

Dreams of paradise
I heard that heavens overpriced
But listen to the truest side
One person but there's two inside
A god & Lucifer
And clarify if you committed suicide then who would die?
So you decide
Do you settle for the afterlife
Or YOU survive?

Advice from an empty priest
God don't exist he said it's a myth
But I feel him on my soul every time that I breath
Down on my knees, thankful to see
That I'm feeling more alive when the light hits my eyes
Heathens or faith where do I stand
When I'm empty inside tell the demons to preach
Mothaf*cka give me space let me make my mistakes
Talking down on my conscious judging my actions
Won't you try to step backwards, see I'm left with no options
And I'm often the problem, poisoned my mindset with unhealthy outlets
It's hard to be silent when your thoughts are the loudest

I'm in between
Now I'm stuck in between
If I say I'm alive then I sin
I'm in between
If you breath in my soul