Don't Know Who To Trust Video (MV)

I'm so f*cked up but it's not an excuse
I don't know who to love
I don't know who to trust
Feel like people wanna do me wrong just because
But I don't understand cause all I do is give people love
Maybe I'm meant to be alone, I don't know
It's so hard for me to fall in love cause everybody fold
Heart just getting cold
I think my shit froze
Married to the game and I'm winning, so I took a knee like I just proposed
I could have one foot in I promise I'm still ten toes
Y'all never did it on your own and that shit just shows
I did it on my own, that's why I'm so strong
Sometimes I wanna be home but I ain't got no home
All alone a vertebrae, I ain't got no backbone
I fell off one time because of a bitch but I'm back on
I just show my face and tell you hi then I'm back gone
I don't care how much I could be up, I never relax, no
Baby I'm so f*cked up
I don't know who to trust
I don't know who to love
But I know it ain't y'all because y'all had y'all chance
Do me wrong one time, you never do me wrong again
I never care
Say it a million times, bitch, I never cared
These hoes be bad, I give them a glance but I never stare
Baby, I'm the man, you don't understand I'll throw you a chair
Shit gettin' in darker, I need some help so I shot a flare
I know she just want my money but I act like I'm unaware
These bitches don't be shittin' until they taken out they underwear
They scared of me, I get money, then I hibernate I'm a grizzly bear
I keep tellin' she don't want me, baby cause I'm barely here Drivin' myself crazy, hands off the wheel so I could barely steer
She talkin' bout she love me, say again baby, I could barely hear
Baby, I live in my thoughts
It's like I gotta pay for love but I don't like what it costs
I'm on the edge, proceed with caution
Everybody make me sick, I get around people and I get nauseous
I'm cool, I'm bein' honest
I'm gettin' money, now they treat me like Ko and not lil Hollis
They don't see me as a friend, they see me as a deposit