I wear my shirts with wrinkles
Since your not anymore to iron my clothes
I say things that I shouldn't since your not here to tell me don't
Always forget things when I'm leaving
Cause she's not here to remind me not to
I'm hardly ever sleeping
Cause how I'm sposed to sleep without you
Can you tell me
How'd I make it this far
Without you
How'd I do the things I've done without you
I'm still trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do without you
Without you
And I know that I'm the one that first left you
I quickly realized life I couldn't do
Without you
Without you
Now I'm stuck without you
And these things might sound simple
But without you I feel simple
I Feel like I'm caught in a scene from south paw
When ma was around she made all the decisions even though
I thought I
Was in control
I thought I
Was running the show
Was all just a joke
I wish I had known
You wouldn't wanna be with me
Sweeping it under a rug
Pushin it under our mattress
Acted like there still was love
When we both know what the fact is
Like a hard drug
Dealing with the aftermath is
Already hard enough
But Can I question
How'd I make it this far
Without you
How'd I do the things I've done without you
I'm still trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do without you
Without you
And I know that I'm the one that first left you
I quickly realized life I couldn't do
Without you
Without you
Now I'm stuck without you
Tell me how'd I make it this far
Tell me how'd I make it this far without you
Tell me how'd I make it this far
Tell me
How'd I
How'd I
(How'd I make it this far without you)
How'd I make it this far
Without you
How'd I do the things I've done without you
(This far without you)
I'm still trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do
(this far this far)
Without you
Without you
(I know that I'm the one who left you)
And I know that I'm the one that first left you
I quickly realized life I couldn't do
(The one who left you)
Without you
Without you
Now I'm stuck without you