kodokuna - trauma Lyrics

I'm not good at all for you so leave me (Before it's too late)
Trauma from the past has kept me in chains (I'm paranoid)
Stuck inside the walls, I call my headspace (The mansion walls)
Can't escape this fate, I feel so helpless (I'm giving in)

Voices echo in my head, telling me I'm better dead
Suicidal tendencies, off the percs and hennessy
Going numb I'm falling deep, I can't feel a single thing
Chip away my bloody teeth, I am my own enemy

I see you calling my phone right now but I won't pick up
You need to move on
It's better this way for now
So leave me be
Just let me go

I'm not good at all for you so leave me (Before it's too late)
Trauma from the past has kept me in chains (I'm paranoid)
Stuck inside the walls, I call my headspace (The mansion walls)
Can't escape this fate, I feel so helpless (I'm giving in)

You changed my life for the better
I changed your life for the worse
Got you on pills and now you're never gonna feel the same again
I pop to numb the pain well you pop cause I made you insane
I'm sorry for everything I caused
I hope you find better than me

I'm not good at all for you so leave me (Before it's too late)
Trauma from the past has kept me in chains (I'm paranoid)
Stuck inside the walls, I call my headspace (The mansion walls)
Can't escape this fate, I feel so helpless (I'm giving in)