I'm alright, not okay, I'm in my mind for a day
See mistakes, in my life that I made
Brings me pain, but I get better every day
It's the easy way, I'm takin' Perkys to the brain
Perkys to the brain
I'm tryin' to find my way again
I'm an animal, I'm tryin' to find my way out of my den
My heart floatin', but my soul is at the bottom, it's sunken
Grab my cup, pour a four, and I had to go jump in
What I takes what I made by myself, I feel great
Off the drugs, I'm a slave, come and ride my wave
It's a free place to stay, in a fast lane
Do the dash, way, gettin' cash, hey
Abundance , mean nothin' to me
Thought you'd get money from me
Know you bitches be money hungry
I know you ain't seen that comin
Rich junkie, in some Murakami
These drugs turn me to a zombie
Empty cup, gon' keep me fallin
Chips in, that's where I'm all in
Gambling until the end, swear I'm bout to die again
Drugs are here to hold my hand
Shit that you can't comprehend
I swear I got the upper hand
Percocet's and no more xan's
Swear I'm fly like Peter Pan
From the lean I got in hand
Henny got me to lose, mixin' with
Klonopins
See if I touch the stars, I can
Boy, that's what I represent
Kill many men like 50 Cent
Ain't got a gun, then don't tote it
A hundred straps in this Louis bag
Gonna do some f*ckin' damage
Can't stand, I am f*cked up again
Drugs takin' over my life, it ends
Chasin' highs again, I'm itchin' through my skin
Chasin' highs again, that's where real life begins