Confiding in myself again, whoa
Nothing that I didn't already know
Pat myself up on the back, that boy is bro
Been with me since he was just a kid
Told him we could do it on our own
I ain't even chillin' all alone,
But the pressure from myself is bouta' blow
I don't think nobody else could know
Gotta cool it down before I'm home
Cus Demons in my walls would turn to stone
Imagine if my wife said, "What's up with your brain, can't you dial back?"
Thinking bout' my future daughter Hyacinth, yeah I like the name
Haven't told nobody, probably cuz that shit is lame
As a man I'm just focused on my work and where my body at
Gotta put down food and got to stay intact
Gotta keep the presence up, got to submit any tax
Gotta pay my students loans before I'm in a body bag
Gotta get the f*ck out of the Midwest, I'm sick and tired of hanging on
Only thing that keeping me around is probably Dad, and Mom, and Nathan when we get a chance
It's easier than said, I got too much shit up in my head
Confiding in myself again, whoa
Someday I'ma' have to let it go
Maybe it would happen on the road
Maybe it would happen in my bed
But my girl got her own, I don't want to fill the load
Everyday is
Everyday is
Everyday is
Everyday is slow, on my body, on my limbs, and on my soul
Man in the mirror I've been giving him the role to be with me everything is f*cked up
Tell him he's the one who's gotta fix it up
Do what others wouldn't, even then some
The discipline is typical just get tough
Wake up in the morning like you A1
Confiding in myself again, whoa
Nothing that I didn't already know
Let me tell you how this shit's about to go
Write it down then get back to the show
You're a young smart kid, you can do it all and mo'
I'll be there always watching when the going gets slow
There when the rain falls heavy into the snow
And your life feels like one that you don't know
Just one lost soul, stuck, hardly afloat up off the coast goddamn
Shit ain't easy, shit ain't easy
And your kid somehow got your cards to max
This is life, let me tell you how to act
Got to put that suit on get back making stacks
Promise I'll be there pat you on the back
When it's tough, gotta trust myself to show me love
Gotta trust myself to show me love
Gotta trust myself to show me love
Show me love, yeah