Jamais Vu Video (MV)

If I could wrack my rotting brain
For a reason to engage
I could actually articulate what I was trying to say

I'm never too busy for anyone but myself
Shove the shit aside and put it neatly on the shelf

Like a pushpin on a map
I left so long ago
Leaving mirrors in the trap
So I can find my way home

Wearing a brave face for so long
Was i weak or was i strong?

Which do you prefer?
Waiting to see which
Corner would be worse
To paint yourself into

Let me know if there's a day
You finally get the nerve
To admit we can't give things
We promised ourselves first

Like a pushpin on a map
I left so long ago
Leaving mirrors in the trap
So I can find my way home

Wearing a brave face for so long
Was I weak or was I

Just a pushpin on the map
I left so long ago
Following the line that leads me back home
Wherever it is, I wouldnt know
But I have to go alone

Could I, should, I, would I?
I could