Withdrawals Video (MV)

I can't get this shit out of my head It's like I'm stuck in a loop and I cannot
End it Just f*ckin' in my life, sorry I don't mean
It Take a f*ckin' bat and beat my skull in
Smoke a three gram blunt and I can feel my soul lift
Eyes real low, people just don't know this Callin' on my line, better leave a notice
Back to my room now, I'm in psychosis Rollin' on the floor cause my f*ckin' brain
Itch F*ckin' spazzin' out, I can't control this
Few years ago, I was a happy kid
Never had a doubt, never had a diagnosis
Didn't sniff a bunch of drugs just to focus Grip the f*ckin' nine, I don't wanna do this
Take me back home to where my soul is I just need some help, not a f*ckin' drug test
Dark stormy nights, parents startin' fights Take my wrist and slice, sad but actin' nice
Cut off all the lights, standin' with a knife Scared but act surprised, f*ckboy roll the dice
Oxy popped twice, blunt got the spice Broke so I write, codeine with the Sprite
Trip to the heights, bloody nose and eyes Flies will arise, as you hear the cries
Can't compromise, all these f*ckin' lies Don't act surprised when I take my f*ckin' life
Thought I would've died, sad but it's fine Drugs in my mind, drugs in my blood
Curse of the flood, take the f*ckin' wood Smash it in the ground, f*ck this shit I'm out
Breakin' me down, standin' in a gown I got the crown, lookin' like a clown
Heart beatin' fast, finna do the dash Havin' flashbacks, damn he a druggy
All he want is oxy, parents get to talkin' Lookin' at it like you shouldn't have about me
Go on pop an oxy, thank you f*ckin' cocky Bitch you f*ckin' got me
I'ma pop this oxy, can't f*ckin' stop me Pass out on the floor, EMT walks in the door
Said he f*ckin' died at about four