KK$laya - Sober and Lonely Lyrics

Bout to spark a spliff like the Fourth of July
Look me in my eyes
You can tell that I'm high
I'm too busy writing raps to die
So why why why
Do I try so hard to find success
I can flip a pussy boy like we playin chess
Look at me I'm mess
Been up for two days straight I ain't get no rest
But I'm still speeding like I'm Johnny Test
Mirror mirror in the wall
Guess who just relapsed off of adderall
Headed to the mall
Head spinnin round and round I think I'm gonna fall
Don't know who to call
Feel like it's all my fault
Run into the stalls
Vomit everywhere until you hear the applause
Staring at the smoke on the walls
Feel like an old pair of balls
Stuck on the downers so I pressed pause
Think it's cause I'm addicted and I'm sick
Man this feels like a trick
Light my cigarette and flick
I've been spending money making money all by my lonely
Pop a bunch of shit I'm dying slowly
Baby you want trust you gon have to show me
How you gon switch up just like a Rollie
Thought you was my homie
We in this shit together that's what he told me
Stopped comin around cause I was poppin pillies
Now I'm in the city
Lookin for some fenty
Old ways old days
Don't think imma be saved
Smile at me and wave
Speeding off my f*cking face
Shit I got craves
In the cemetery lookin at the graves
Wanna go back to my old ways
No way no way
Just a different day
Shit imma get played
Guess I'm used to the pain
Slowly rottin in my brain
Hop on the f*cking train
Don't know where I'm goin
But I'm loosing focus
Going through the motions
All I hear is explosions
Give me my daily tokens
When one door closes another door opens
That's if you ain't sippin potions
Let out your emotions
Get a promotion
All the voices taking over my head
What if I just end it and take away everything I did