Just a f*ckboy writin' dark melodies I can kinda sing so I'm doin' hella bumps off my keys
Still wide awake and it's f*ckin' three
I was broken, I was down bad, nobody lendin' me a hand
Throw their boot down and kick up the sand Buying a lot of scripts, when will it end
Sammy's gone forever, he ain't never comin' back in
My soul is lost forever, I can't get it back here
Medicating and I bet it won't last a year
Scars on my arm, I think that's why we're here
Skinny motherf*cker with the top tier
The earth is cool and all but I don't belong here
Take me away, take me away
Get me the f*ck outta here
Just a f*ckboy writin' dark melodies I can kinda sing so I'm doin' hella bumps off my keys
Still wide awake and it's f*ckin' three
Ain't gon' lie, I been strugglin' with my mental health
Sad cause I don't even wanna ask for help
I been lyin' sayin' that the pain's been dealt
Far from it cause I wanna hang myself with the belt
Can't you f*ckin' tell, I been cryin' on my own
No one on the other end of the phone
I been cryin' out for help but I guess they don't hear my tone
Like a dog searchin' for his bone
I'm lost in this big ass world and I'm lookin' for a way out of my tomb
Stuck high as f*ck in my room
Been noticin' a lot of f*ckin' gloom
Bitch, I think I'm really close to my doom
Stab me in the stomach with a f*ckin' broom
Pop two Adderall and watch me zoom
Ate like five shrooms and now I feel like a spoon
Over here in hell lightin' up the fumes
I think I'm f*ckin' fallin' to my doom
Just a f*ckboy writin' dark melodies
I can kinda sing so I'm doin' hella bumps off my keys
Still wide awake and it's f*ckin' three
I'm just tryin' to make it make sense
Emotions blocked off from the fence
Damn, this shit gettin' kinda intense
Sufferin' from all the side effects
Lately I've been feelin' really stressed
Spendin' like half my check
I just want some f*ckin' success
But the only problem is I've only made nonsense
Maybe I'll just go and make like three more projects
In my mind I just feel like all my f*ckin' comments