Kj Beach - Nothing Lyrics

I'm nothing, just nothing
Homeless, couch surfing, cause you're never home
I try all my contacts on my phone
Cupboards empty, clothes full of stains
I cried for help, you can't feel my pain
You left when I needed you most
I yelled to the heavens and the holy ghost

I'm nothing, just nothing. I feel myself slipping again
I'm nothing, just nothing. When will this nightmare ever end.

It becomes too much, I'm left with my fears
Anxiety and paranoia, bring me to tears
I'm nothing, just nothing. I feel myself slipping again
I'm nothing, just nothing. When will this ever end
I lie on my mattress in a heap
The darkness is soothing, I fall asleep
My mind races to reality when I awake
My darkness is heavy with sadness I cannot shake
I lie on my mattress in a heap, with sadness I cannot shake

I'm nothing, just nothing. I feel myself slipping again
I'm nothing, just nothing. When will this nightmare ever end

Am I wrong to feel angry to want more?
A future of happiness and passions to explore
I'm nothing, just nothing. I feel myself slipping again
Can I be someone? Will this nightmare end?
A friend approaches and lends me a hand
How can I stop this bullshit spinning in my head
It taunts me again and again

I'm nothing, just nothing. I feel myself slipping again