외로움이 가득히
피어있는 이 garden
가시투성이 umm
이 모래성에 난 날 매었어
너의 이름은 뭔지
갈 곳이 있긴 한지
Oh could you tell me? ehh
이 정원에 숨어든 널 봤어
And I know
너의 온긴 모두 다 진짜란 걸 푸른 꽃을 꺾는 손
잡고 싶지만
내 운명인 걸
Don't smile on me
Lie to me
너에게 다가설 수 없으니까
내겐 불러줄 이름이 없어
You know that I can't
Show you me
Give you me
초라한 모습 보여줄 순 없어
또 가면을 쓰고 널 만나러 가
But I still want you (want you, want you)
외로움의 정원에 핀 너를 닮은 꽃
주고 싶었지
바보 같은 가면을 벗고서
But I know 영원히 그럴 수는 없는 걸 숨어야만 하는 걸
추한 나니까
난 두려운 걸
초라해
I'm so afraid
결국엔 너도 날 또 떠나버릴까
또 가면을 쓰고 널 만나러 가
할 수 있는 건
정원에
이 세상에
예쁜 너를 닮은 꽃을 피운 다음
니가 아는 나로 숨쉬는 것
But I still want you
I still want you,
어쩌면 그때
조금만
이만큼만
용길 내서 너의 앞에 섰더라면
지금 모든 건 달라졌을까
난 울고 있어
사라진
무너진
홀로 남겨진 이 모래성에서
부서진 가면을 바라보면서
And I still want you
But I still want you
And I still want you
Complete English Translation:
Full of loneliness
This garden bloomed
Full of thorns
I bind myself in this sand castle
What is your name
Do you have a place to go
Oh could you tell me?
I saw you hiding in this garden
And I know
All of your warmth is real
The blue flower your hand was picking
I want to hold it but
It's my fate
Don't smile to me
Lie to me
Because I can't get closer to you
There's no name you can call me
You know that I can't
Show you me
Give you me
I can't show you a ruined part of myself
Once again I put a mask on and go to see you
But I still want you
Bloomed in a garden of loneliness
A flower that resembles you
I wanted to give it to you
After I take off this foolish mask
But I know
I can't do that forever
I have to hide
Because I'm a monster
I am afraid
I am shattered
I'm so afraid
That you will leave me again in the end
Once again I put on a mask and go to see you
The only thing I can do
In the garden
In this world
Is to bloom a pretty flower that resembles you
And to breathe as the me that you know
But I still want you
I still want you
Maybe back then
A little
Just this much
If I had the courage to stand before you
Would everything be different now
I'm crying
That's disappeared
That's fallen
Left alone in this sandcastle
Looking at this broken mask
And I still want you
But I still want you
But I still want you
And I still want you