(This is Ryini Beats)
Yeah
But, even in my lowlife you knew my songs first
He made the beats, it's his work
Get a load of the streets when I'm alone
Always lost for words
When talking to his girl, want to give her what she deserves
Walking with her with a lots of nerves
Now I see I was just wasting my time
When I'm just a friend, back to the studio to rhyme
And to scream and rage
Then, turn the page
Put a mask on that has a smile on my face
Scrolling through my camera roll when I'm in my own space
Yeah, I'm in my own place
Even At My Worst
Being in love is just cursed
Could've died and end it there in June
Being crippled to still in tune
I'll be Back In Motion to handle my business
Fans are gonna tell me that's it's been a minute
Claiming Resurrection to finish the mission
And it starts by seeing my truth in the vision
Being Legendary, that is what I've been given
I know that I can't walk away from it all
I know that I will wait for you on my own
Cannot believe this
It's so deceiving
You've been deceived all alone
Then, I'll live in a world where I'm With You
Wake from this dream, don't know what to do
Deception all around, can't find my route
It's like I'm stuck in solitude, but I'm still in a good mood
Or it's just a masquerade?
Thought I could change my fate?
(Hold up!)
Bunch of rejections has determined it
And fate doesn't make mistakes
Over and over and over again my heart breaks
But they tell me to believe in Faith
Find myself saving grace
I just hope they're listening to my voice
Just wanted to say "I Love You" just this once
(Just this once)
Even At My Worst
All could have ended back in June
Never had the chance to say goodbye
Know it's not over, never knew why
Back In Motion to handle my business
Fans are gonna tell me that's it's been a minute
Claiming Resurrection to finish the mission
And it starts by seeing the truth in my vision
That I'm KingJeremy15, this is what I've been given
I know that I can't walk away from it all
I know that I will wait for you on my own
Cannot believe this
It's so deceiving
You've been deceived all alone
Yeah, she's sorry to let me down
Coming back, hoping she'll come around
Addicted to this drug, can't quit
Know it can be fixed
Yeah
Get a grip, get a grip
Get a grip of your own life
Someone will bless you and be with you in this life
Never Forget but learned to forgive
Know that you have a gift within
Cause one day, the whole world is gonna see
That I remain to stay legendary