King leeboy - Vacation Lyrics

I'm on a one-way flight outta my mind
Yeah I been out of it, hope it's not obvious
I ain't been feeling myself & no I'm not proud of it
Stuck in my conscience & I know that's where the problem is
Fighting temptation, I got so many urges
I'm stuck moving dolo, don't know if I got a purpose
My mind on a mission & I been heavily searching
So will I find love or end up on your page lurking?
Swear it never fails, I'm becoming too frail
But never at one point I thought if I was to bail
Happened to me repeatedly, but can't follow the trail
I'm still trailing alone, falling down with no rail
No I can't catch a break, striking out, empty at the home plate
'Cuz this home is not a home no more, no matter the state
So I need an escape, no guarantee that I'll be back
And that determines my fate, I just need me some space, yeah
I'm caught up in these situations
More distance, less communication
And I think I need a vacation
'Cuz every time I fall in love with a girl, she go OT
Yeah, one of 'em moved to Jersey, two went to Carolina
And they both knew 'bout each other, so if they linked it was risky
Got one right now & she major, but she stayed in the city
Might make her my baby mama, nah no kidding
She get that paper how she wanna & I won't judge
Keep tryna push me away & no I won't budge
If you keep moving how wanna, it ain't no love
And my first love know I'm holding no grudge
Wait, no i'm kidding, she know I remain the same
I'm still stuck on how she upped & left my world like andale
'Cuz the last move she pulled on me, worst of the worst
Now I'm stuck in this curse & I'll admit it first: I need a break
I'm caught up in these situations, yeah
More distance, less communication, yeah
And I think I need a vacation
'Cuz nowadays when I'm with you it ain't the same, I be so weak
Too much long distance