King leeboy - Letter Lyrics

Damn
Yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah
Aight, yeah this it right here
Yeah
You can read this shit now or later
Ain't no point of holding on to this shit now or later
And I can't wish it all away like a "see you later"
'Cuz once you hear this, I'ma see you later
I been stuck since I dropped the song that played before this one
And even with this one, still the same position
I coulda dodged a year of emotions if you ain't make that visit
Or if you didn't lie and say you don't wanna get back in it
With anybody at that
Saw that shit on 7/9 after I got reattached
Now I'm feeling attacked
'Til this day, I wonder, why you do that?
Shoulda known to keep my feelings intact
I'm confused, 'cuz you wasn't honest
Or was you lost up in your mind with confusion
And you was just being modest
But I'd rather hear the truth & let it hit from the bottom
'Stead of thinking bout a chance
That was never coming around us, for real
So much for being persistent instead of pessimistic
Shoulda known that I'd be scarred
I shoulda known this time around it wouldn't have its charm
Surprise, no warning, you under a nigga arm and it ain't me
I shouldn't have bought you that chain of my heart
That I gave to you on our Anniverse
And shit crazy, 'cuz you done broke both
And that's the perfect way to show the way I'm feeling in this verse
I see you with niggas I'd probably kill in a flash
And I know it's the same type of feeling vice versa
So when you come around, no, I never get nervous
But it's just nerve-racking not knowing your real purpose
If you have one
When y'all on bad terms, you come my way
And when you see a green light, yeah you leaving again
Only nigga that'll be there for you even when your own nigga
Ain't 'gon be there for you, and you can't even pretend
Damn, I never learn my lesson
Stacking F's every time and I can't find no blessing
Sometimes, no I can't stand this setting
'Cuz you right down the street
The only peace I ever get it comes from LA sessions
And even when I'm out there, yeah you need me still
But truth is: I don't need you still, I'm just mind f*cked
Heavy on them pills, never have a clear head because of you
Ain't no way I'ma clear my mind up
I see your worth now and you worthless
All this stress I put on myself, it ain't worth it
Tried to cut ties, mind telling do it
My heart keep telling me "No, don't it" like you cursed it
Can't say everything 'cuz I'd go forever
Wrote you a love letter, but I found love never
Remember the first letter? Well this a part 2 to that shit
The original I burned in November
We stuck through the thick and the thin
Through the breakups and the breakdowns, all within
And if loving you is a sin, then I repent
Dropped everything again and again
Now you just gone in the wind
But I still wonder who 'gon be there
For you when I'm not there
Can't say that I don't care
But I cannot be there no no more
And I can't love you no no more
Gotta let it go, truth be told
It's over