King Jody - You Don't Deserve Me Lyrics

I rather know you for who you are cus I don't like guessing
You don't understand that loving you come with alotta pressure
I swear This ain't IT even the class clown deal with depression
Try to spend my penny wise but these bills keep eating my bread up

I gave niggas a third chance that didn't deserve a second
I opened up to certain women and I now regret it
I take pride in taking you serious, don't disrespect it
Look I gotta hard time coping with feeling neglected

You want my love without conditions
My trust without commitment
Want my loyalty and all type of shit but ain't consistent
You want me to prove that I'm nothing like the ones that did you viscous
So you can act like nobody love you and you play victim

You ignore my text, get on the net like you ain't gettin attention
I hate everybody the same but I love everybody different
I've had people hype me up with all these f*ckin potential friendships
Just to let me down and got the nerve to ask me why the f*ck I'm acting distance

You think I'm immature cus you say that I be clowning a lot
Well I think you insecure cus the men you choose clown you a lot
You base a nigga value by how many dollars he got
Even a Benz lose value when you drive off the lot

They say I gotta real shot
At being real hot
I watched a Surf battle he told me if you miss you spin the block
Sometimes I think about my brother and how he laying on that cot
I don't want my nephew growing thinking that he ain't gotta pops

Feel like I let my mama down cus I'm taking too long
I thought by now I'd already have a wife and kid of my own
I be thinking to myself like damn nigga you grown
And still ain't fully independent what the f*ck going on

My granny told me if you stay off that got damn phone
You can focus on some shit
I'm so over all this shit
Mama pressed the military
I ain't want it like she did
Didn't need no sergeant you already made a soldier out this

You don't understand what I been thru
So don't try to pretend to
I wrote a gun bar to keep from puttin a bullet thru my mental
I ain't never ran with killers and I ain't ever tote a pistol
You don't know me you just know I'm f*ckin witty with this pencil

My lead pop, head shot, 12 gauge, dead cops
2 chainz, I'll be fresh as hell if the feds watch
Bad bitches, tattoos, fake jewels, dreadlocks
This the shit yal thanking God for until the bread stop

Life now is just sad as f*ck
Honestly I had enough
Multiplied my hustle but shit still ain't adding up
Subtracted my distractions who cares who got the fattest butt
Can't afford the babies gotta keep a magnum tucked

My anxiety acting up I just wanna be happy
I just want some stability, I really wanna get married
I Don't want no Babymama I wanna wife and a family
I told myself I'll never ever end up like my daddy

I want a queen to hold me down so I can lift her up
Blacker the berry, that sweet juice let me lick it up
All you gotta do is say the word and imma get it up
Baby What's a Benz without no gas let me fill it up, tough

Look Drake taught me it take a certain type of man to teach
To be far from hood but to understand the streets
I took on good and bad traits from what my parents preach
The apple never fall far from the family tree

People tell me that I'm special like they want me here
Niggas know if they put me on then it won't be fair
Feeling like the realest nigga left outta all my peers
Could've went to the top with me, man I'd a brought you here

Now all them bitches lookin thirsty cus they curved me
Then lit the city on fire you act like you ain't heard me
I'm guessing that you had intentions of trynna hurt me
Probably think I ain't shit but you don't even deserve me