Worth it Video (MV)

I was seventeen when I started this shit
I was eighteen when I found my love
I was twenty-two when she broke my heart
(Oh)
Who knew she would tear it apart?
Tears of a little boy crying for some help
He used to doing shit all by himself
Pressure from his mama and his girl and his friends and the fam and the world he neglecting his self
(Oh)
Tell me when it's all said and done would the work he put in even matter?
He crying for some help but that shit don't even matter
He climbing to the top with no mother-f*cking ladder
Trapped in a world that's so big he done lost his self he can't find a way out
Looking in the mirror eyes open closed mouth
Stuck in the matrix and he can't get out
(Yeah yeah)
I done lost everything that I took for granted
I won't get it back cause the shit already happened
I done lost relationships I thought that would of lasted
I done lost myself in this mist of the madness
I done left her heart all bruised up and damaged
All because the shit that pride done attracted
How can I claim to love her after all of the trauma I done planted?
I didn't plan it
Question to myself was it worth it?
Tell me was it worth it?
After acting like the villain was it worth it?
After causing all this trauma was it worth it?
Tell me was it worth it?
After acting like the villain was it worth it?
After causing all this trauma was it worth it?
(Was it worth it?)
Tell me was it worth it?
Yeah the show is over you can start to close the curtains
Hope you find your happiness the pain you don't deserve it
Looking for the one I ain't the one that shit for certain
Every chance I get I leave you hurting
Leave you hurting
(Leave you hurting)
Leave you hurting
(Leave you hurting)
Leave you hurting
(Leave you hurting)
Leave you
Everyone left when I wanted to be loved
(Tell me why'd you leave when I wanted your love?)
If I ain't gotta purpose I can't be loved
(You can't love me for me I can see it in your eyes)
If I ain't gettin money I can't be loved
(If I ain't got the dough and all I had was songs)
Everyone left when I wanted to be loved
(I know you would leave I can feel it in my soul)
Tell me was it worth it?
(Missing on you now reminiscing on you now)
Tell me was it worth it?
(You outgrew me now got me proud of you now)
Your love is kind of hurting
(Looking at me now I can tell I need you now)
Tell me is it worth it?
(Hope you knew I loved you then and I still love you now)